mighty acorns
a great little idea is just as good as a great big one...
Wednesday, April 03, 2024
The annual Christmas poem 2022
The Trodden Annual Christmas Poem – 2022
Every year I say it – it’s been bigger than the last
January started fine, with Taupo for a stay
Joseph got his L plates and I taught him how to drive
Then covid came to our house and alone we had to be
The tour of ‘the Temple’ was September’s special treat
November was a weird old month, full of stress and drama,
Yet here we are, the year most done, and all of us survived
In fact, I’d say despite it all, we actually have thrived
Monday, September 11, 2023
What the heck is TNBC???
I am currently at the half way mark of treatment having been diagnosed with TNBC at the end of March. It's a relatively rare form of breast cancer, which weirdly mainly affects young women of Maori or Asian descent, with just 300 odd cases diagnosed each year in NZ.
I had what I thought was a pulled muscle from over zealous gardening, and had gone to the doctor with a couple of other minor niggles relating to women of a certain age ;) when she mentioned I was due for a mammogram so should add that to my wellness to do list.
Thursday, April 27, 2023
TRON - the Rail Opportunity Network
For posterity, I'm making some notes about how it all began, and attached the original submission I made to last years Select Committee hearing. More can be found at www.makingrailwork.com and on Facebook (search Making Rail Work)
1. The start of the dream 2013 – 2016
Sitting in traffic in June 2013 on the Southern Motorway,
trying to get to Queens St in peak traffic. ‘’This is a nightmare’’, I say to
my co-passenger. ‘’If only there was a
train!’’. We discuss the pros and cons,
remembering when back in the late ‘90s there had been a train from Frankton to
(we think) the Strand, that for some reason had been cancelled. Facebook is the place to be, so as we sit in
gridlock, I create a Facebook group, imaginatively called ‘We want a commuter
train between Hamilton and Auckland’.
I invite all my friends to ‘like’ the page and start
engaging with various other groups such as the Campaign for Better
Transport. I attend Regional Council
meetings, contribute to council plans by way of submission, and occasionally
ring talkback radio.
Three years go by, and I am in a queue at the Pumpkin
Festival at the Hamilton Gardens. Then
Labour MP and spokesperson for public transport, Sue Maroney is ahead of
me. We get chatting, as you do, and
discover this common interest. From there,
we agree to meet, and following a couple more meetings decide to see if we can
form a more formal group to get some solid research and higher profile. Fortunately, the Railway Union and the
University of Waikato agree with us, and we get funding to complete a
feasibility study.
With the numbers in hand, we are finally ready to go
public. It’s great timing, with an
election looming and a mayor who at that time was not at all keen on public
transport. We need a better name and
‘The Rail Opportunity Network’ – or TRON for short, is born, and officially
launched at a public meeting held at the Frankton Junction Hotel in April
2016. Attended by politicians,
lobbyists, the press, and plenty of others interested in supporting rail
between Hamilton and Auckland, we are now really on our way.
2.
2016 – 2020: Te Huia Train
With the announcement by then Transport Minister Phil Twyford that there will be a significant commitment and investment in rail, TRON is able to make great inroads. The steering group dissolves as most people become busy with other projects, but I (Susan) keep it going, using social media and regular spots on radio (and a couple on TV) to keep our story alive. Further feasibility studies are commissioned, there’s more public consultation, and media interest remains strong. Following further commitment from the Waikato Regional Council, Hamilton City Council, and the Waikato District Council, there is finally a real proposition ahead, and in due course the rolling stock is bought and sent to the Wellington depot for refurbishment.
TRON continues to make it clear that we see the line between
Hamilton and Auckland as just the beginning of a wider commitment to rail. We change our focus from being just about a
commuter option to really telling a story of connecting people and places, not
only on this line, but across the golden triangle. One thing at a time though, and despite some
delays, the train is ready to be launched, and is given the name Te Huia.
The train leaves the new station near ‘Te Awa the Base’ with
Prime Minister Jacinda Ardern and others on board. We are on the 6 o’clock news, and there is
much excitement about what the future of rail might look like.
The future is looking bright – and then Covid strikes. The timing could not have been worse, with
the train having to be effectively mothballed.
The press has a field-day, with naysayers citing the costs of the train
as a waste of taxpayer money. No one
considers that it’s not just rail, but we become a visible punching bag for
government spending.
This is made worse by issues with the tracks, causing delays
and cancellations. TRON is still
advocating for rail as an alternative to cars, and as the conversations around
global warming become louder, and the cost of petrol spirals out of control, we
see even more possibilities.
I receive a phone call from someone in Tauranga who has
heard about TRON’s work and is looking at developing a proposal for a ‘golden
triangle’ train service. It’s great
timing, and a group gathers via Zoom to discuss how we could build on the work
already undertaken by TRON to grow the vision and bring more people ‘on the
journey’ with us.
We have big goals and are fortunate to be a team of diverse
people with passion for public transport and a wide range of skills. More research is needed, we have a goal to
get in front of as many politicians as possible, and we need to keep media
interest high. I’m keen to be involved
– the TRON project is now mainly just me and a large-ish social media
following, supported by one or two people in the media who are supporting our
work.
We need a new name though – TRON is not right any more, and
one of the group comes up with the brilliant ‘Making Rail Work’. Further funding was secured via Trust Waikato
and Bay Trust, and we were able to set to work on a significant project that
culminated in a Select Committee hearing, with all parties and other key
stakeholders in attendance, and a record number of submission. The issue of
rail was still well and truly alive and had resonated with an enormous number
of New Zealanders.
4. 2022
– Connecting Communities – public submission and Select Committee hearing
Right from the start of this project in 2013, I have wanted to see people travel by train, explore local culture, and engage with local people. To see connection, responsible and safe commutes for workers, students, and tourists, and find ways to revitalise small towns along the train route.
Having spent my time with TRON focussed mainly on
community engagement, I elected to look at this as part of our submission to
the government. Some of the committee
asked hard questions, but we were prepared and ready, with facts to back up our
claims. We also acknowledged that there are groups largely invisible in
the conversation about passenger rail, including the small towns along the rail
lines where public transport is almost non-existent, Gen X, Y, and Z population
who is motivated to use sustainable, climate-responsive, and accessible public
transport, and iwi, whose very land and people are directly affected.
Connecting people is at the heart of our purpose
and is the very essence of community rail. With a network that is at the same
time national and local, rail can have a wider social impact. We identify the
need to look beyond the people and groups who have traditionally been involved
with the railways and be open to everyone; involving a wider mix of people it
can play a valuable role in building and supporting integrated communities.
Creating submissions and watching the live submissions on
the Select Committee hearings were exciting.
Making Rail Work was determined to be well prepared (we were!), and well
received by the committee (we absolutely were).
We were fortunate to get time to speak individually, and I was thrilled
to be able to outline the background to MRW, and where we saw the potential for
rail to positively impact isolated communities along the proposed rail
corridor, as well as tell the story as the importance of rail for the economy
and wellbeing of ‘the golden triangle’
Some of the committee asked hard questions, but we were
prepared and ready, with facts to back up our claims. We also acknowledged that that there are
groups largely invisible in the conversation about passenger rail, including
the small towns along the rail lines where public transport is almost
non-existent, the gen X, Y and Z population who is motivated to use
sustainable, climate-responsive, and accessible public transport, and iwi,
whose very land and people are directly affected.
We want to encourage individuals, communities, voluntary
organisations and businesses to take responsibility for the issues that matter
to them and their communities. The voice of community is a crucial part of this
success, enabled by drawing on local insight to understand and function as an
advocate for local people’s views and needs and inform decisions about services
and infrastructure to improve local transport provision.
https://www.stuff.co.nz/national/92630903/missing-link-on-passenger-rail-service-wades-in-with-strategic-plan
https://www.rnz.co.nz/news/national/397378/waikato-wide-train-service-campaigners-new-dream-after-hamilton-auckland-rail-route
https://www.stuff.co.nz/national/115263837/what-happens-in-auckland-will-impact-hamilton-commuter-rail-service
Last week my daughter started work on Te Huia - the perfect ending to this project for me.
NB I wrote a 3000 word contribution to the next stage of planning for MRW but as it is unlikely to be included I am not attaching this here. I do hope though that one day my kids will read this, and realise what a big project it was.
Tuesday, February 15, 2022
I want the truth (how I came to handle the truth) Pt 2
Following on from the post yesterday, which was shared on social media, I was asked if I could provide further background and pointers on how people can support those down the rabbit hole, and hopefully encourage them back out.
This is my response:
The change for me came through personal life experiences. As I started traveling and thus my world view grew, as I raised kids, as I saw shitty stuff happening in the world and could no longer justify it with blind faith, I became more open to other views (or at least, became more open about my inner views...).
I now find any dogmatic view very uncomfortable. In terms of pointers, I think those responses like 'that's interesting, I'll consider it' and so forth, give people with strong views a sense of validation, but you are also keeping boundaries around what you will and won't' take on. Moving from a strong view comes with grief as another poster mentioned. In the case of deconversion from Christianity, (there's more on this elsewhere on my blog - search 'Christianity') I have heard this described as more painful than a divorce (from people who went through both). Understanding that a belief system, be it a religion, a mindset, or subscribing to a particular conspiracy theory comes with its own culture, language, and community will help.
The person who is embedded in these things is being challenged on every level and that is scary. If it's faith-based, then showing science won't make a difference - it's more likely to push the person further towards their belief, regardless of it's through fear or actual believing. As in any cult-like behaviour (and yes I am aware that there is a very wide spectrum, I'm just generalising for simplicity), a gentle, prolonged, and non-judgemental approach is the only way to move people from one belief to another. And they need to have a personal interest or impact to want change, such as (in the case of Covid say) getting sick and experiencing 'the other side'.
Hope this helps.
Further reading:
https://www.rnz.co.nz/summer-2020/unprecedented/we-were-there/when-a-relative-falls-down-a-rabbit-hole/
https://ericgeiger.com/2021/05/how-do-i-pull-my-friend-out-of-the-rabbit-hole-of-conspiracies/
http://voicesofdeconversion.com/
Monday, February 14, 2022
I want the truth! (You can't handle the truth)
Many years ago...more than 35...I was deeply involved in an evangelical church. I desperately wanted to be part of the community. I wanted to feel what I saw other people feeling on Sunday mornings. I wanted to be a living example of the things that were being preached.
This church, like many others, taught that there was a special prayer to be said, that would ensure entrance to heaven on death. It required, essentially a kind of personal sovereignty (is that expression sounding familiar!?!) that led to sacrifice and quite possibly persecution for holding on to certain beliefs. We were beseeched to go tell it on the mountain and pray without ceasing. It was particularly important to ensure everyone we knew - especially family - heard this message, and had the opportunity to accept it for themselves (there's that personal sovereignty thing again). After all, if they didn't, they would be in eternal torment and it would be MY FAULT if I hadn't told them the Truth. We were reminded that we were a minority, but that this was normal...most people wouldn't listen, and part of being the bearer of this news would include feeling separate, perhaps even mocked or ridiculed. In fact, that was probably part of the deal. But continue we must, led by faith (because well, you know, faith).
I didn't even really know if I believed all I heard - there were certain things that I secretly didn't agree with - but boy oh boy, I was not going to take the risk. And so, at the peak of my quest for devoutness, I was telling ...preaching....to everyone I could. I was petrified of eternal damnation for my family, but also smug in the knowledge that at least I was right, and would be saved from doom.
There were things I didn't understand, but I turned to the voice of others with more charisma and those with spiritual knowledge. I closed my friend circle, choosing only to socialize with people of similar mindset (it was safer that way anyway, lest I be tainted by another view). I immersed myself in Christian literature, studiously avoiding anything that might challenge what I was hearing and reading. The fact that the majority of what I read didn't stand up to scientific scrutiny, and was not accepted by the general population was irrelevant. I had answers for those people anyway...because... faith.
There was a bit of a problem as time went by. I discovered that there was an outside chance that whilst what I was following was A truth, it might not be THE truth. There were just as many fallible people within the group as outside - charlatans and liars, the gullible and lonely, and many many genuinely kind people who truly believed what we were being taught.
What I'm seeing now, as the pandemic continues to rage, is a similar thing in the right-wing /anti-vax/pro-Freedom movements. By and large, these are good people - they are standing up for what they believe in. They are desperate to ensure that their message gets to as many as possible. They are looking for leaders, and signs and wonders, to support their beliefs. For some, the lure of being a martyr for the cause is attractive. Social media has given many a platform that my teen days of street preaching could only have dreamt of.
I see so many parallels. It's given me a fresh insight and deeper sympathy for those who have ended up down the current rabbit holes that are overflowing with conspiracy theories and self-righteous anger.
Noone wants to be told they're wrong. No one really wants to admit they might have got it wrong. And generally no one wants to be told that the truth they have believed in for a very long time, might not be so true after all.
One can only hope that for many, there will be, if not a revelation, a slow awakening. There can be many truths. Choose yours wisely.